Monday, April 14, 2008

At times I have so much to say that I could post everyday ....... even twice a day. Then I go thru times where I do not even want to hear what I am saying in my own head!!! Why subject others to it?

I have nothing really magical or enlightening to say........ I just watched the movie "Crash " for the 3rd time...... and every time it stops me in my tracks and makes me think. If you have not already seen the movie , I highly recommend it. I think sometimes I worry about things being just so and to tell you the truth it can be quite exhausting. My husband is reading this and laughing , because so often I go on this kick about being positive and working hard for the change. I promise honey , I am going to just relax and just be....... I am really tired of swimming up stream. So for this moment , I am just going to watch the train go by and not try hopping on.

Talk to you soon, Courtney

3 comments:

carissa... brown eyed fox said...

courtney
how cute you are! i hear you!

you ARE an upbeat... "light"... some days our light is just dimmer than others... right. :) that's okay!

i want to see Crash... haven't yet.

big hugs to you!

Jennifer DeDonato said...

I know how you feel sista!

sUz said...

hi cOurtNey,

Sometimes letting the train go by IS working hard for change. We get so caught up in taking action we forget that sometimes inaction is necessary. It's all about balance and intention. If you want to be an advocate for change remember what Ghandi said "be the change you wish to be in the world".

iN jOy,
sUz